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you smell like home
02:03
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i opened up my window for the first time since you left
i had to fill the air with something other than your smell
i love you so much baby won't you please come back
so we can lay in my bed while i help you unpack
you smell like home
and i hope you know
your arms feel like it too
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side of my bed
01:21
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i always sleep on the side of my bed because
i imagine you being right next to me.
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do you remember that day at the train tracks?
you smoked cigarettes while i took photographs
we threw rocks in the woods and
walked around your neighborhood
we laid under your fairy lights and kissed for a while
oh fuck wait, i think its time for me to go
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april 6, 2016
00:54
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today i found a video of you singing
one that you told me about when we first met
it was nice getting to hear your voice
for the first time since the day i wish i could forget
i'm sorry we didn't talk a lot
before everything happened
i miss you
we all do
my legs are getting weak thinking of
the moment i found out you were up above
one year is getting close
one year is getting close
and i really hope i see your ghost the most
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all my friends hate themselves
they don't say why to anyone else
but they do it in the journals on their bookshelves
we're both happy and sad at the same time
we have way too many mountains to climb
people always complain about how much we whine
we lie and talk about how we're fine
all my friends hate themselves
they don't say why to anyone else
but they do it in the journals on their bookshelves
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6. |
something to write about
01:35
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i write too many songs about you
but thats okay i just need something to write about
like your shitty tattoos
songs about how you still have my shirt
about your breathe smelling like cigarettes
and how much you hurt
that time you kissed that one guy
and then you told me goodbye
but thats okay i just need something to write about
while i lay in my bed and sigh
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7. |
lake james
01:33
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you're in the cabin
i'm by the fire
i'm alone
and you're not
i punched an oak tree
my knuckles are bleeding
you did not, yours are not
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8. |
love marks
01:07
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you left your love marks
on my chest
i left mine in your heart
i still find your hair ties
in my room
i dont know what to do with them
i'd mail them back
but i need to know you were here
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9. |
leaves are falling
01:20
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we walked through the woods holding hands
i dont see it as a misunderstand-ing
while the blue birds sing their sweet tune just for you
i know that you love me too
the leaves are falling everywhere so we dance
until we fall into the pile waiting for us
this is love and i'm glad you i can trust
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i stared out the window while i laid in my bed and you slept,
it was artistic in a way
we woke up and listened to the 1975 until we had to shower
hey kat, thank you for hanging out with us today
we stopped by your house and played with your cat
and all my friends stopped by tonight and we all went to dennys
we all laughed at our table until we had to leave
thank you guys for not giving up, for staying alive through this whole life, i know its hard but it will be worth it
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i had a dream, or a nightmare, that you left me
and i was all alone again.
i mentioned in one poem i tried to kill myself back in october
and i feel like that will come true i dont know when
you've killed me and you don't even care
i hope you're enjoying your love free warfare
because i'm doing whatever i can
to get you to stop breathing my air
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when it gets cold in my house
and i’m grabbing the blanket
to warm myself i’m reminded of you.
i’m reminded of our passionate kisses
under the blanket and in general.
when i let myself fall victim to the cold
i’m reminded of when it snowed when
you were here and we knew we would
get sick but didn't care because
we knew we could heal each other.
i’m reminded of the breathless inhales
from after our snowball fight and the crack
in my voice yelling i love you and i’m sorry
for hitting you with a snowball. i really am.
i made a snow angel for you. but it
doesn't compare to how much
of angel you really are.
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13. |
shoulder length
01:20
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you cut your hair shoulder length
i guess this is a small step in starting over again
i wish we could start over again
go back to the days when we were happy all the time
i can see your title fight shirt from the car window
back when your hair was below your shoulders
before we wanted to start over
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from the plane window where you sat
i wonder what you felt as you flew
over the blue ridge mountains
in the dark morning sky
while i sat in the back of my
best friends car and stared out
the window
i wonder why i let myself get so down
but i realize very quickly
youre not here and my arms are empty
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